A secret hiding place

What's the point of rushing here and there when you are so tired just to help your friends. Sometime I am with you, I can feel like your body is here but your soul is not there with me. Sometime when I want to go somewhere, you will say that you are tired so you dun want to go. Even though you have promise me to go with me. But pang sei your friends is seemed like a very hard thing for you to do like that but you always pang sei me anytime u want. But have I ever pang sei u? No. Even how tired or how busy I will try not to pang sei u. Does this fair to me? Helping friends got a limit. Sometime your friend is totally making use of u. Not to be crue, sometime they need to learn it from the hard way. If not they won't learn by themself and they will rely u more. But u will defend for ur friend which I have nth to say sometime. You will listen to ur friends than wat I say.

2 weeks. 14 days. 336 hours.

Can you imagine? 336 hours you are not be by my side. I only go hong kong to work for 5 days only leh. So what am I suppose to do in these 2 weeks? WA.. I'm super SIANNNNNNN AHHHHHHHH. Really feel shouting now. WAHHHHHHHHH. I NOW VERYYYY SIANNNNN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Before we are together, you ask me what so special about being in the relationship? You say is closenes is the special element in the relationship. Today I totally can't the closeness between us. I'm damn disappointed when I said I'm going to top up my card at the mrt station. U rather go bus stop to wait with friends than following me. In the morning, you just left me behind and keep talking to friend than alknowledge me. I feel that I am invisble. When go for dinner oso the same thing happened. I know that you are tired, so when I have a seat on bus. I wanted to help you lighten your load and wanted to take your bag for you but then you EEEEEEEE so loud until all the passagener on bus also looked at me like I anyhow touch ur bag. I feel so pai sai Sia. Then u said just kidding only. Do you noe how I feel?