A secret hiding place

Before we are together, you ask me what so special about being in the relationship? You say is closenes is the special element in the relationship. Today I totally can't the closeness between us. I'm damn disappointed when I said I'm going to top up my card at the mrt station. U rather go bus stop to wait with friends than following me. In the morning, you just left me behind and keep talking to friend than alknowledge me. I feel that I am invisble. When go for dinner oso the same thing happened. I know that you are tired, so when I have a seat on bus. I wanted to help you lighten your load and wanted to take your bag for you but then you EEEEEEEE so loud until all the passagener on bus also looked at me like I anyhow touch ur bag. I feel so pai sai Sia. Then u said just kidding only. Do you noe how I feel?